Tears

Sky Is Blue Every Day by Pan Yue-yun
Do you like to laugh? I do! When I laugh, I laugh heartily and loudly! How about crying? Do you like to cry? I cry a lot--when I miss someone, I cry; when I watch a touching movie, I cry; when I listen to a sad story, I cry; when I hear some good/bad news, I cry; when I listen to songs like Ni-Wa-Wa, I cry; when I feel hurt/sad, I cry; when I see people cry, I cry, too. In a word, crying is something I never feel embarrassed about doing.
Just a minute ago, I shed some tears of sadness. Not too many people can make me sad; only those whom I love can make me cry. No wonder it's said that love makes people vulnerable. I cried because I just found out the man I love most was still angry with me because he didn't get an "official" apology from me.

Tears from Sky

In tears I sent him an email from my office. In the email with the subject of "Please accept my apology", I wrote "Obviously, you don't think my previous email was an apology email. Here I apologize again--please accept my apology for the offensive words I blurted out! When I said those words, I didn't realize they could trigger your rage. I was very insensitive and numb, so please forgive me for the words I said. I had no intention to hurt you. I promise I'll never say those words again." I cried because I felt as if I had been scolded like a child! I cried because I just couldn't believe after I had done so many things for him, I had to apologize for what I had said "Do you have brain?" I don't know how long it will take me to digest this sadness. Yes, I'm very sad now! Here I am in my office blogging my sadness away in the evening of Saturday!